+ ivan is a meeeeeenie! haha. my mom and brother think i lack feminity.. okay just because i refuse to indulge my face and imbrue it with animal intestine base makeup [i think animal intestine waste. i heard it off tv so don't blame me blame the boobtube], dont attire myself in pretty clothes, and obtain an absence of a fine thin slim figure- doesnt necessarily imply i lack feminity entirely!!! besides who decides whether or not one is truely feminine? we're all entitled to what we want to believe and thats the beauty of being different. who wants to be the same all the time anyway?

+ went into a btchy mood at lunchtime. i don't think i hurt anyone though at least. yeah..i went library to attempt last minute studying however its pretty difficult when your're emotionally disturbed. :(

+ i have a visitor again. what a "biznatch" it sucks like fcks. hahaha. sorry :$ that rhymed...

+anywayys.

+ nothing else new. really . OH! i need to go on a diet. mother believes im a tad overweight. gosh just tell me i look like a watermelon and get it over with! so im going to try this: [you can laugh if you want i guess coz im pretty sure im going to forget it. but its always nice to dream :)]

+somestupidiet: tofu/banana/strawberry smoothie for breakfast. an apple for lunch. and then whatever i have for dinner but only 1/2 cup rice and i should be strictly vegetarian. .. but no i couldnt do that. vegetarian and one half...right amber? hahaha. 

+ i know i most likely wont be able to succeed in that but oh well. it was a cool idea anyway. but i think i do need to lose weight. oh well whatever bob

+ im going to go clean my room. and yeah do some homework. 

+ bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye

+hello :)