+ hm. i think im fat. okay maybe not fat..but..i don't know. i wish i was thin, strong, and a fast runner. and a decent writer at least. haha. my mom calls me taba . maybe i am. geez sorry im not the perfect looking daughter either .
+ anyway
+ i think that interactive multimedia can be boring and dull. well i only get to talk to musashi..but he's pretty cool. man i wish i stuck with guitar
+ i have a hard time with power chords and holding two strings with one finger. romanian curses to small hands! haha. whatever that means..
+ i need to go back to hiding what im really feeling. im mean if im depressed i don't think it should be displayed as often as i have been showing it. some people ask me why i always look sad it never occured to me that i always looked sad. hmmmm. but then again i face conflicts the inability to express my emotions. girrrrr. this bites.
+ but sometimes i can control my anger, or when im pissed. i just feel fake though and that's not good at all. . :( yeah like how would you feel if a good friend doesnt make much of an effort to go spend the whole day with you just so she can go chill with her boyfriend...and maan. but that's okay now i guess. i thought it'd always be friends first but its okay. im okay with it. dont worrry! sunshine sunshine sunnshiiiine. ! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. haha i like that
+ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
+ lets go ALG II! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. sike :P i hate it.
+ ..lets hear you laugh again. let me see you smile again. then when i poke this voodoo doll i have of you, just try laughing at my broken heart again ... +
ps. i dont have a voodoo doll. hahaha. i just got that thing from somewhere and sounded kinda funny. hahaha.
+<3ilove.xxxxxx+